I need a break…

By: Sunflower 🌻  

Being a friend… I believe I’m a good friend most of the time. I believe I’m the friend who is the Rock, I don’t really talk about my problems, because I don’t feel like, there as important as everyone else around me. but there is only so much you can take. There only so many times you can help someone, but not help yourself. There is just some people you can tell the same thing over and over again until you’re blue in the face. And a week later their comeback with the same problem, like nothing changed, like they never listen to you in the first place, so what do you tell them? Don’t get me wrong, I love my friends, and love helping them, I love being the friend that they come to with they’ll problem, they trust me with the biggest things going on in their lives. I just wish that sometimes they would start with “how are things going?” Not just starting with “him and I are done..” Or “it’s over..” 
I’m to nice that the problem. I feel like I have to help everyone around me, before helping myself. I never just put myself first, never, and I always tell people that it okay to put yourself first. I feel like if I do it, it’s wrong. But now I think I’m starting to realize I need a break, and I need to put myself first, that I’m allow, I need to start worrying about myself.  


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